i just talked to rachel. she had court this morning for the DUI she got like 6 months ago. she said that it still isnt settled. but they're going for reckless driving instead of the DUI now. and she thinks she's gonna be getting her license back soon. but she has to go back to court in april. and she's going to have to pay court costs and be on probation and go to a DUI course and do community service and be mentally evaluated and all this stuff. this is a lot of junk for a DUI. i mean i know they take them seriously.. but most people i know its settled within a month and its like probation, community service, license suspended for 6 months, fines and court costs and thats it. but this is being dragged out forever. poor thing. i wish it was just settled already.

so its been a crappy day. well i got my period at 4:30 yesterday while i was at work. that was unpleasant. massive cramps. i hate being a girl sometimes. anyways woke up this morning and i just felt crappy. i was up at 9am but i was really groggy. felt like i had been on drugs or something the night before. felt like a weird hangover. not like i was dizzy and headachy and puking.. but i was out of it. like i was in a bubble my mind was all foggy and my eyes werent working. it was really weird. but i know i didnt take anything last night. so it was just weird. anyways around 10 i decided to go out and buy a carton of smokes so i went to get in my car and a bug flew in my ear.. me and bugs.. whats up with that lately.. anyways i went to shoo it away and i opened the door to get in and i whacked myself in the head with the corner of the door. right above my eye brow. it hurts so bad. its a tad swollen. i put ice on it so its not as bad as it could be. and its not quite black and blue yet. but there are broken blood vessels above my eyebrow.

so yeah that hurts. and after all that i was just in a shitty mood. a mix of the period, the pain in the head, and the weird feeling when i woke up this morning. and so im about to get in the shower at like 11 and this alarm company calls about my neighbors house. their alarm went off again and she wanted to tell me she notified the cops and stuff. so im like well i have the code can i just give it to you and you turn off the alarm. and shes like no you have to go inside and do it. blah blah blah. so i wait around like 20 minutes for the cops to show up before i go in my neighbors house.. they never showed. so i said fuck it and took a shower. and the alarm is off now.

last night at like 10:30pm i got a phone call. see me and bob were talking yesterday and i was like i got some stuff to do so ill be back at 9 and we can talk more then. so i came in my room and checked my computer and bob had left me a message that his friend kevin wanted him to go have a drink with him and that he'd be back at 9:30. well at 10:30 i still hadnt heard anything. so i get this call at 10:30 and i pick up and its bobs friend kevin just being a jack ass and screaming into the phone and stuff. so i just hung up. i was like whatever. they called back twice more and i just never answered. then bob called and left me a voicemail apologizing for kevin.. while kevin is yelling in the background to not apologize.

and normally that would make me mad. but he's leaving orlando on sunday. so he needs to go see his friends and say his goodbyes and go out for drinks and stuff before he leaves. it kinda bothered me that he was like ill be on at 9:30 to talk.. and then just didnt bother to call or anything until they were drunk and annoying. but whatever. he didnt get home till 1:30am.

i havent been sleeping well lately. ive been sleeping very light. everything wakes me up. i woke up last night at some time.. and i saw something in front of my face. it was my cat.. just looking at me. didnt want to be pet or anything. she was just watching me. but it scared me at first cause i wasnt sure what it was. she's been weird lately too. like she doesnt like the new arrangement of furniture. she doesnt like where the bed is. she doesnt like the corner she has to sleep it. she's so damn picky.

today is pay day. so im happy about that. i just dont feel like going to work. its not a big deal because its tuesday and we leave early on tuesdays. but i just dont feel like going. bleh bleh bleh. im just full of complaints. its because of my period. im just a cranky whiney bitch when i have my period.