Hmm let's see..

Last night Jess called me at 9pm only to tell me that her and Rob didnt feel like going out. Of course I got pissed off because she threw such a shit fit about me getting today off of work. So I was extremely upset when she decided.. eh.. she didnt feel like going. Whatever. I ended up breaking down and crying and screaming. Todd and Laney called me and tried to get me to go out. I said no. Then Stephanie (Todd's wonderful woman) called me and made me laugh so I decided.. I need to go out I need to not sit here.

So I went out and had a good time. Stephanie is amazing, I absolutly adore her. Todd and Laney are amazing people and friends that were willing to sit there and talk to me and hug me and make me realize just because a few people in this world treat me like shit, doesnt mean that everyone will. I love them so much.

So I had some beers and a shot with Stephanie. I got home around 1am and talked to Shaun for a little while and we promised to hang out this weekend.

My sister called me when I woke up. To tell me that my old boss Jen is getting married in Vegas next month. She wants my sister and I to be in the wedding.. so her and Ice are willing to fly us out to Vegas (i've never been there before!!!) and pay for 1/2 of our hotel so we will be there with them and in the wedding. So excited. I said yes in a heartbeat. When will another opportunity like this ever arise??

So I guess.. I'm going to Vegas?? So insane. I guess I am just in shock.

I've decided this weekend I am just going to lay low and not bother dealing with anything. I am extremely emotional because of the whole getting off my meds thing, so I know that when my heart is breaking.. its really not that bad. But I can't help but be hurt with this whole Jessica thing. I just guess it's time to move on.

I hate people who think they dont need friends anymore just because they found a boy. It's sick. And those poor people will find out what really happens when they dick over all their friends for a boy. Especially when the boy moves on.

Peace out.